I feel ... OK. I wish I felt better but I just don't. I still can't sleep. I worry too much and it affects my time at work.

Nothing much has changed in my life. Except the medication and medical bills! I still have to come to work every day, I still have to take care of my son every day. I still have to function as normally as possible every day.

My good days are good. Today I am not sick and feel like having some lunch.

I still have only told people who "need to know". Which are only a few people. My husband, of course, my boss, my best friend, and one of my close co-workers. I haven't told my parents and I haven't told my sisters. I would get 45 worried calls a day from all of them and I don't want to talk about it all day every day.

Trying not to let it take over my whole life. Going on with my daily life.

I internalize most of the issues. I don't want to talk about it.

At this point, they have not been changed. I will see after my exam on July 31.

8-5 Monday thru Friday.

Hard to concentrate, hard to get up in the morning, so I'm always late. Have had to work at home a couple of days. I know my boss is getting tired of it.

To help keep my mind off of my situation.

It helps to keep working, so you're not thinking about it 24/7.

The days I have to take my chemo meds, I get sick and I can't eat for a day or two.

I knew I had it the day I was diagnosed. I was prepared for the news. My biggest fear is when I go back to the dr on July 31 and possibly finding out that it has come back or they have found more.