I work at an executive level at a regional college. I have been working in this capacity for over 5 years. During this time I learned to manage the side effects of my cancer treatments and, with the exception of a very few well trusted coworkers, have managed to keep my cancer a secret. Unfortunately l the side effects of the clinical trial medications had started wear me down and, in late February, I decided to take time off to focus on my family (two very busy kids!) and finding balance. Unfortunately, during this time I also learned that my cancer had spread again (this time to my liver) and have just started new treatments.

Today, I feel anxious. My work has been supportive but I recently learned that word has spread of my illness. I’m also not sure how my body will react to my new treatment - and, to be frank, I’m not sure I want to spend the little time I have left trying to manage a demanding job on top of everything else. I have some big decisions to make.

There have been many changes but I the biggest has been my energy level. Before cancer, I had LOTS of energy and was able to accomplish a lot in short amounts of time.

My leave from work has greatly reduced my stress levels. I have been able to think more clearly, spend time with my children, and reach out to old friends and family I had not had time to see.

My cancer stopped responding to my last round of treatments. I still have options, but I think it’s time to reevaluate my work options and I’m dreading it.

Learning to live knowing you have a shortened life span.

I’ve had to surrender my career goals. It’s been hard since work has been a big part of my identity.

I am currently on leave.

Up until recently, work has been financially necessary. I’ve needed health insurance and a source of income to support my family.

Find someone you trust at work that you can confide in and share with. Could be your boss, a co-worker, human resource advisor.

Life with cancer is still a life worth having.